For thousands of years, hundreds of generations, and countless of conversations, we have been warned by the wises to not be drawn by the antics of this world. Whether it is in a form of wealth, fame, or others, nothing good ever comes from any of it. Just a little sip and we would be drunk for the rest of our life, while thirsting for more. Yet, how exactly do we escape it?
Yesterday, I woken up to a ringing doorbell at three in the afternoon, just five-hours away after I declared myself to focus on this abandoned backyard. Yet, time and time again, without hesitation I am hopping on to another crisis I have been constantly getting myself into. Now, I am driving up north to the city as fast as I can whilst chasing by another group of people I barely know, thinking if I might get myself into accidents on one of these trips.
Maybe, but let’s just wish that I still have something to recover when I get back.
…if I ever come back.
The Loudest Backyard 