They said, nothing prepared you for the death of your loved ones. Nearly all of them came suddenly, but consider yourself lucky for not losing your mind over it. So, I spent my days (more often than not), thinking about it. Although, I have always ended up wishing for mine before any of them beats me to it. Selfish, but a million days from now I’ll still stand by it. I would never want to die from the agony.
But apparently today is not the day. Despite my better judgement, turns out some people goes out of their way to make other suffers. So, I was forced to set aside those feelings for the moment as the crowd gathered to bury a dear friend of mine 12ft before me. Not because of time nor health reasons, but simply because he decided to. I have tasted the temperature drop below zero, but my body then wasn’t as cold as the moment when I heard the news that he went missing last summer.
So I refrain myself from the eulogy and leave.
The Loudest Backyard 